Journal Nine

I remember actually seeing Finny's vision of peace but of course it wouldn't be my last." for hours, and sometimes for days, i fell without realizing it into private explanation of the world". What had deceived me was " my own happiness; for peace was indivisible. Ill never understand why we have wars or how they end. I didn't have any real sense of anything that was happening and that had happened. No real war could make Lepellier leave. I knew things were getting serious but i just couldn't understand. Its like my head became a blur. After we came back from Christmas break a recruiter from the United States ski team should us a presentation. Lepellier said we were " seeking a recognizable and friendly face to the war. Leper was still amazed at the movie even when it was over and the lights came on.